#2 · 29-12-25
I literally slept all day today. I ate way too much at lunch, I probably shouldn’t have, but I did anyway. Later, my family and I went to the mall. I saw a Galaxy Z Fold 7 and instantly fell in love with it. Now I can’t stop thinking about owning one, even though my S24 Ultra is already a really good phone. So, of course, it’s time to obsessively search for it. Most stores were closed because it was Sunday, but I did end up eating Chinese food, which was actually pretty fun.
I met a new friend, and he’s kind of… a lot. It’s okay, though. I think I need more friends. Still, all I really want is to go home and use my PC, play my games, either with my partner or alone. I miss my partner a lot, especially since I can’t call them while I’m staying in this apartment.
While I was sleeping during the day, I had a dream where I hooked up with a guy. He was actually really cute in the dream. I kind of want my brain to pick that dream back up the next time I fall asleep.
I haven’t been thinking much about suicide lately, which is nice. I am feeling nervous about the new year, though. Wanting to get better as a New Year’s resolution feels so cliché, to be honest.
#1 · 28-12-25
So I made a website. Why? I don’t really know, I just felt like it. I’m not sure what else I’ll add here yet, but I’ll try to keep it consistent and make it mean something.
At least I know my journal will live here.
Today was annoying. I got into an argument about food with my family, and because of that I didn’t eat anything all day. I ended up staying on my laptop in this apartment, doing nothing except trying to work on this website.